Sanity in Question

I am at the edge of sanity, my mind almost at insanity
Holding on with one hand, oe by one my fingers slip
Slowly, I tumble into the darkness
The light of sanity slowly fading away

But the darkness of insanity is what I wished for
Sanity is my fear, my weakness, my hatred, my former love
Insanity is what I long for, what I wanted to have
The broken mind is my sanctuary

The crazy need not care for others
The mad need not wish for help
The insane need not love from others
The broken minds need not other people

This is my mind speaking at its last moments of sanity
My heart grew silent in its sleep
My soul grew tired of the world around it
And softly, I say farewell to the world I used to love